this for all the people who have been wondering about my last journal...
by "others can basically fuck off" i meant those people who pretend to care, always saying that they will listen and be there for me, but when the time comes, turn their backs on me. i don't consider all the people/my watchers here as my best friends. some of you just watch me because of the works that i post and others are interested in both, my works and my personality.
the thing is, there are only few people here who actually know me, talk to me daily basis and really do care... and their names were also mentioned in my journal.
if you did not find your name from that list, no need to worry (unless you consider yourself to be my beeeest friend, because for me, there is difference bewteen a friend, a good friend and a best friend)
and the reason why i wrote it? it is personal and a long story, but to cut the long story short, my boyfriend Reimo has some...health problems and yesterday he had an operation. i've been crying myself to sleep lately because of his condition. and those seven people have been the most supportive and caring during all this time we found out about Reimo's condition.
his operation was successful and now we hope for the best and try to stay as positive as possible. but those fake friends really got on my nerves yesterday.
i love all of my watchers, you guys mean a lot to me. you've been nothing else than supportive and understanding so if any of you was offended, i am truly sorry, it wasn't meant for you... it was only meant for about 5 people who are fakers.