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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 8, 2009, 7:03 AM
this for all the people who have been wondering about my last journal...

by "others can basically fuck off" i meant those people who pretend to care, always saying that they will listen and be there for me, but when the time comes, turn their backs on me. i don't consider all the people/my watchers here as my best friends. some of you just watch me because of the works that i post and others are interested in both, my works and my personality.
  the thing is, there are only few people here who actually know me, talk to me daily basis and really do care... and their names were also mentioned in my journal.

if you did not find your name from that list, no need to worry (unless you consider yourself to be my beeeest friend, because for me, there is difference bewteen a friend, a good friend and a best friend)

and the reason why i wrote it? it is personal and a long story, but to cut the long story short, my boyfriend Reimo has some...health problems and yesterday he had an operation. i've been crying myself to sleep lately because of his condition. and those seven people have been the most supportive and caring during all this time we found out about Reimo's condition.
his operation was successful and now we hope for the best and try to stay as positive as possible.  but those fake friends really got on my nerves yesterday.


i love all of my watchers, you guys mean a lot to me. you've been nothing else than supportive and understanding so if any of you was offended, i am truly sorry, it wasn't meant for you... it was only meant for about 5 people who are fakers.

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SkycladGypsy Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
Best wishes!
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EvilNNasty129 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
Best wishes to your boyfriend and you, really hope he gets better soon. Hang in there!
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BrokenViolet Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
my best wishes for you and your boyfriend, may god be with you both :heart:
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verniceR Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
wish your boyfriend well & hope you are feeling better soon as well :hug:
it's always hard to find someone who is sincere for you , in terms of friendship and relationship too . . everybody cant be honest & just taking what they want when they need . .

take care of him and yourself sweetheart :tighthug:
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Taleah Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2009
I was never offened,and i figured it out ;P
I hope you boyrfriend gets better :hug:
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xharlequinx Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
e-cuddle
no one deserves drama when loved ones are in trouble
:heart:
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MiguelRosa Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Sorry but already have problems of my own, so I can only watch you, read your stories and sometimes reply! Its a good thing you share your thoughts here also because DA is more than just a place to show art and its good to know people better.

Hope you keep doing fine.
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Sombrisio Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
I'm a silent watcher, but for now I just have to give you and your boyfriend a hug! I really hope and wish the best for both of you!
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cherry-abduction Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009  Student Photographer
I'm sorry to hear about that :( I hope everything turns out alright for you. :)
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lowjieying Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
Sorry you had to deal with that :( It especially sucks when you trusted them too.

Wishing all the best for you and your boyfriend Reimo.
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Porcelynn Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Wishing the best to your boyfriend.

And honestly, I think an all-out vent is often called for! Take care!
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johny3889 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Professional Filmographer
I don't know you. I don't even know your name. (I would like to). But I admire your work. I think you are incredibly tallented.
I understand that you where disapointed by those fakers. I've been trought something like that. And its not a good thing. But, its good to have real friends. I know we are not friends. But I love your work, and I think that you are a beautiful person (I mean that in many ways). You are sincere, wich is admirable. Thats not a common thing these days. I wish the best to you and your boyfriend. That might not mean that much, but I think that good thoughts can make the difference. I'll be hoping both of you get better. I care about people who deserve it. And you seem to be a good person. :) I'm not the right person to judge either, but... I like you :D.
Well, thats all, just wanted to let you know that there is a guy wishing both of you the best, thought it would be good to know.

Take care

Gabriel :hug:
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fatedartist Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
I totally understand--it's quite easy to become frustrated in a difficult situation. I hope your boyfriend recovers quickly. Although I cannot call myself your friend, I hope to become your friend in the future. :heart::hug:
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XenoPhotography Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
hopefully he gets better soon <3
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MissNooy Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
aww anni :hug:
I deeply hope everything goes well :heart:
I wish him a speedy recovery<3 always have faith in god,hun:aww:

love you&best wishes for both of you
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kaenguruguru Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009   Photographer
Hopefully Reimo gets well soon. A friend of mine had an operation (Brain Bleeding, bone fractures etc..).
He still has some pain when moving but he got well soon and so I think Reimo will be soon.

I can really understand your situation. Maybe you'll say "Yeah you mean you do, but you rlly don't!" .. but believe me.. this friend of mine is one of my best buddies and I rlly mean it the way i write those phrases here.

Hopefully the understanding (from me and the other guys who spoke to you) helps you ..in my case it did.
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americananie Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
I know exactly what you mean, and I highly dislike people who are like that.
I hope all goes well with Reimo, and that he has a speedy recovery.
(random comment, but I always read your journals...I just never feel I have anything productive to say...:forgiveme:)
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Hurricane-Jeanne Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awww, it'll be okay:hug:

I've been there with my boyfriend before and serious operations, it's very scary. I hope he recovers well and that all will be well for you and him. :hug:
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MayTheStars Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
i love you anni :( :hug: i wish your boyfriend a speedy recovery ♥
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remembering-you Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
Wow, that's aweful! Fortunately the hardest part is over, isn't it? Thank God he's ok :hug:
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Tonaho Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Student General Artist
i'm sorry to hear that :( :hug:
and good luck :huggle:
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BeehiveStudio Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
hope your boy gets better
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Lecura Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
I'm really sorry about your boyfriend. That must be so hard. :(
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
fake people make me sad. i'm truly glad that things went well for reimo, i hope everything keeps getting better :heart:
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kohvitass Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Kahju, et sul nii on! Tõsiselt ja loon, et Reimol saab kõik korda! :)
Tõesti on vahe sõ;pradel ja "sõ;pradel", seega mõistan tä;pselt, kui närvi võib ajada selline asi ja ka kurvastada, sest kõige hullem äratundmine on siis ,kui saad aru, et inimesed ei ole need, kes nad välja paistavad!

Jõudu ja jaksu! ( Endiselt imetlen su tööd)

Betti
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CGiraldez Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
I mostly agree to what has been written here by other :devart: members.

Hypocrisy is one of worst human "qualities" and I am sick of it.

I can choose from 2 alternatives always: care and reply or the "modern" attitude - it is not my business after all.

Definitely in such matters I am not "modern" !!!



The BEST for you and for Reimo in every aspect (health included)
My comment, here and now, is not a cliché kind of comment !!!


:huggle:
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mildhand Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
everything gonna be ok, i wish you the best. Be strong, always:]
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rooze23 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
I hope everything gets better for you. :)
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abelamario Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
I wish you and your boyfriend to be fine and healthy! Take care and it's moments like this which will make us grow stronger and closer to discover who are your true friends! In my opinion, if in your lifetime you succeed in having two real friends, consider yourself lucky! Good luck and may God bless you and your boyfriend.
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nevinK Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
my best wishes for a speedy recovery go out to Reimo. having had way too much experience with similar situations, I know, all too well how difficult this can be for you as well.
if you have even 2 true, loyal friends, you are indeed lucky.
i wish you both all the best
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tmorse Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
i know it sucks, your situation, but it helps me to know someone else hates putting up with "fake". you and i are alot alike, i think. best wishes for a good recovery for your friend!
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darkandtwistyy Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
i'm sad to hear that you and reimo are having such misfortunes. hope that everything turns out fine! take care :aww:
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evayrickert Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
wishing you the best of luck ^^
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Emeranie Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009   Photographer
:hug:
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Neglectedmemories Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's very horrible. I'm very sorry you are going through that. I may not be a close or best friend, but I still care. That is up to you to interrupt any way you wish. I hope it works out in the end and I understand how it feels to have "fake friends".
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femketje Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Professional Photographer
i hope your boyfriend and you will be fine!

:heart:
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OrCh1d Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Best wishes for your boyfriend and for you too, keep strong :)
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unclewiddie Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009
Unfortunately, the situation you discovered will continue the rest of your life. There will be a close band of friends who will be there through thick and thin. And there will be others who you will only see when times are good.

I hope your boyfriend makes a speedy recovery.:hug:
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ricdontap Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009   Photographer
best wishes hope he makes a full recovery
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RaniaM Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009   Photographer
I figured it out. :hug:
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olearysfunphotos Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
I figured it was something like that. I do hope though your boyfriend will be okay now.
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meyrembulucek Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009   Photographer



/me knew that ^^
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FurtiveLungs Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2009  Student General Artist
yes, yes you did :hug:
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