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September 8, 2009



Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 8, 2009, 7:03 AM
this for all the people who have been wondering about my last journal...

by "others can basically fuck off" i meant those people who pretend to care, always saying that they will listen and be there for me, but when the time comes, turn their backs on me. i don't consider all the people/my watchers here as my best friends. some of you just watch me because of the works that i post and others are interested in both, my works and my personality.
  the thing is, there are only few people here who actually know me, talk to me daily basis and really do care... and their names were also mentioned in my journal.

if you did not find your name from that list, no need to worry (unless you consider yourself to be my beeeest friend, because for me, there is difference bewteen a friend, a good friend and a best friend)

and the reason why i wrote it? it is personal and a long story, but to cut the long story short, my boyfriend Reimo has problems and yesterday he had an operation. i've been crying myself to sleep lately because of his condition. and those seven people have been the most supportive and caring during all this time we found out about Reimo's condition.
his operation was successful and now we hope for the best and try to stay as positive as possible.  but those fake friends really got on my nerves yesterday.

i love all of my watchers, you guys mean a lot to me. you've been nothing else than supportive and understanding so if any of you was offended, i am truly sorry, it wasn't meant for you... it was only meant for about 5 people who are fakers.


  • Mood: Adoration
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SkycladGypsy Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
Best wishes!
EvilNNasty129 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
Best wishes to your boyfriend and you, really hope he gets better soon. Hang in there!
BrokenViolet Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
my best wishes for you and your boyfriend, may god be with you both :heart:
verniceR Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2009
wish your boyfriend well & hope you are feeling better soon as well :hug:
it's always hard to find someone who is sincere for you , in terms of friendship and relationship too . . everybody cant be honest & just taking what they want when they need . .

take care of him and yourself sweetheart :tighthug:
Taleah Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2009
I was never offened,and i figured it out ;P
I hope you boyrfriend gets better :hug:
xharlequinx Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
no one deserves drama when loved ones are in trouble
MiguelRosa Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Sorry but already have problems of my own, so I can only watch you, read your stories and sometimes reply! Its a good thing you share your thoughts here also because DA is more than just a place to show art and its good to know people better.

Hope you keep doing fine.
Sombrisio Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
I'm a silent watcher, but for now I just have to give you and your boyfriend a hug! I really hope and wish the best for both of you!
cherry-abduction Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009  Student Photographer
I'm sorry to hear about that :( I hope everything turns out alright for you. :)
lowjieying Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2009
Sorry you had to deal with that :( It especially sucks when you trusted them too.

Wishing all the best for you and your boyfriend Reimo.
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